Life is
not always easy even for those who feel they are following God’s leading. Obstacles
oftentimes block the narrow path, days come and go with little progress having
been made, fellow travelers may misjudge the reasoning behind the solid steps already
taken, and the overall goal becomes almost a fleeting memory; but through it
all God continues to light the dark path, reminding His child that no obstacle
is too big, progress is never measured by earthly standards, He is the only
judge whose opinion matters, and the overall goal is an arduous one but worth
it all when He can say, “Well done, thou good and faithful servant.”
This
week has been a rollercoaster ride of events and emotions. Part of those events
caused me to plunge into the state of questioning myself, my writing, and my
message. Then as with any rollercoaster, I was soaring heavenward, filled with
excitement because affirmation had been received regarding the very things I
had just been questioning. My affirmation was rather short-lived though because
I was plunged into those events once more, causing me to once again question everything
all over again. Amazingly, I almost instantaneously found myself soaring to new heights
and receiving even more positive affirmation than before. Now that the wild
ride has ended, I look back on it as a learning experience. Maybe I wouldn’t
have appreciated the affirmation or even have viewed it as that if I hadn’t
experienced the self-doubt and questioning. What a wonderful reminder that
God allows everything to happen for His plan and purpose and in His perfect
timing.
Money,
time constraints, grammatical issues—all seem to affect new authors immensely.
I am no different in any of these aspects. Because I’m a stay-home mom, money and
time constraints will be an issue for the foreseeable future; but hopefully, my
writing skills and grammar knowledge will continually improve as time goes by. To
help in this area, I’ve been in need of a crucial piece to my writing puzzle; and
yesterday, God gave me that piece. He provided me with a talented friend who
will be able to contribute so much in being one of my beta readers. She is
definitely a godsend in so many ways. Then today, I was contacted by a
Christian publishing company whom I had previously submitted my partial
manuscript to back in August. The representative explained that my story was
the one story out of all the submissions that she had found to actually be
interesting, didn’t want to put down, and needed to know how it ended. She told
me that they were very interested in my book and wanted to offer me a contract.
I will know more when the Director of Book Acquisitions calls and gives me more
specific details. Who knows? This may not be a workable option for me, but at
least, it’s an option I never thought I would have been offered so soon.
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